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Saturday, April 30, 2005
Damn sickening, i happily thought that i wont be able to attend lesson on tues becos of syf, then today they said that we are going back to school after we finish watching vjc. walao, after vj is jj, i want to see xy one. argh, and im gonna miss mj too, i so wanna see guo lao shi conducts. after that we have to go for lesson from 12pm to 3pm. wad the hell. then go back to SCH again for the results. Anyway had co dazu today. alot of seniors came back. there's this particular senior, he kept asking us to smile. so everyone was like damn irritated. i mean i dont want to smile why you keep forcing me, then morever im super tired cos i slept at 2am the night before. imagine everyone smiling, i think we will look damn retarded. i mean you smile a bit can lar, no need the whole 15 mins also smile right. and he kept saying my movement not big enough, i tell you i move A LOT already, it's the blazer that made the movements look small. then right, the moment we stop playing, he will cheong straight to us with the scores, then start to talk talk talk. and today tek complimented the various sections, he praised chui guan, cello bass blah blah. but he merely just mentioned tan bo, anw i sort of expected it since tan bo ppl always pon co. haha, can tell that tek dont really like us. Brought zr home to practise, kinda reluntant but i dont want to dui bu qi myself, and njco, yea as much as i detest the co. if we dont get what we want to get right, at least we can tell ourselves that we have done our best and we should be proud of what we have gotten. but if i dont prac right, i dunoe but i will feel guilty. no point regretting about not practising enough cos it will be too late already right. even if i cant perfect all the technical parts, at least i knew that i have tried my best le. yup and this's gonna be my very last hueyue syf le. =( 3 more days to go! Friday, April 29, 2005 Anyway today had sectionals, as usual im always late for co. cos i like to go home and sleep then come back for co. suppose to go straight for co after our lessons ended, in the end i reached co at 4.45pm lar. but cant help it cos i have to help huijing get her big bottle and help her buy toothbrush for her council camp. actually to tell the truth i think hj's quite jiat lat now cos she's damn busy, with the council thing, co and what-not. Sectionals ended around an hour later, so fast. then we have to move. walao i tell you i got move lar, the sl said i never move. hmph. all chun long's fault, he moved until so ji dong, then i sat just 2 seats away from him, then i look as if i never move, but in actual fact i got move. even hj and ys said i got move lar. i think i really move alot le, later move too much, people will think im those action pai4 one, just like that sickening lq junior. Anw after sectionals we stayed back for a while to play with the instrus. hj had to leave for her council camp. so i went to play pipa, im so regret switching to liuqin when i was sec 1. pipa's not heavy at all when i carry it today. haiz pipa is so damn nice.. it's the nicest instru in co. then it's so funny today. weilong and the other yang qin guy duet the buddhist chant with their instrus, damn gao xiao. then weilong always like to ask ppl to play with him, then he was saying, you take your zhongruan, you take your liuqin, you go take your pipa, then come sit down play with me. haha, like super funny lar. Haiz got to go now, have to go memorise the syf scores. Thursday, April 28, 2005 Anyway im seriously bu shuang with this liuqin junior cos he's damn hao lian and dao. it's like he's forever flaunting his fabulous skills. sometime he will just sit there in a corner to play some real chim songs. like even when he's standing right, he will continue playing. wad the hell. damn bu yao lian. and for today, when we are on stage, we are not supposed to play our instruments anymore. and this guy right, he kept on playing, and the problem is, he wasnt practising the syf songs, he's just playing those chim chim songs that he will always like to flaunt. like wad the hell man. i seriously cannot stand him anymore. sometimes i really felt like slapping him. and all thanks to him, i have to switch to zr. he's damn scheming lar, he wasnt suppose to play lq anw. he's suppose to go zr. and to tell the truth, he's the WORST junior i have come across so far. Yea on a happier note, im going back to nhco to play as an alumni member for the cultural potpurri!! yea im so excited leh! hmm wonder what songs are we playing. it's on the 21th of may at nus hall if im not wrong, one week after college day. like that i will be forever be busy with co le. haiz. but it's very nan de so i guess im most prob be going. Wednesday, April 20, 2005 Yea i pon sch today to watch nhco's syf. i told myself earlier this year that no matter what i must go and support them at SCH. so sway the syf clashed with the elections thing. but if i dont go today right, i will feel damn pek cek and will regret like siao. heck the attendance, at most my ct kb lar. you think i care. Anw was quite pathetic cos only 3 ppl (me, ah ya and huizhen) went to SCH to support them, excluding ruiwen and yuchun who are from gz. yea but cant blame anyone lar since most of us have to attend sch. felt so bored waiting for nhco's turn cos they are the 10th team to perform. and i have to listen to xing kong 10 times lar! before that i was quite impressed with pasir ris, st anthony and acs barker, they are damn good lar. esp acs barker, their movement is like super big, very kua zhang, yea but they are really good. oh and i must mention about the conductor cos he's damn shuai!! wahaha. he's so young, 20 plus i think. kinda refreshing esp when all the conductors i have met are all lao uncles. and when he went up to the stage, all the audiences were whispering he's so shuai. haha, and when rw and yc went to the toliet, the girls were all discussing about him. haha, yea and i think he's quite a good conductor. now i realise nhco's costume is actually very nice, im serious. last time i still used to think that our costumes sucks, so kiddy, gold and maroon. now i must said that i love my nhco costume to the core cos it rocks. compared to other schs, i think ours' really very nice! so i waited until 12 plus for nhco's turn. sian. got ready my tape recorder to record the songs. walao damn pek cek cos for feng nian ji i only manage to record half of it cos the tape ran out. have to call hongsheng so that he can hear nhco through my hp cos he cant come to SCH personally. haha like that also shuang. Haiz, dunoe what to say but i must admit that we have flopped certain parts of the songs. esp when i have listened to the previous schs, ours xing kong's not as good as them, cos our da sheng is not da sheng enough and our movements are not agressive enough as well. the ending lacked the energy. the liuqin lun zhou is not smooth enough as compared to other schs. and there's this irritating guy sitting behind me, he criticised the suona ppl that they kept nodding their heads. walao i tell you i almost wanted to turn back and slap him. wad the hell. at least my juniors have the yin yue gan ok. so please just shut the hell out, sekali you doesnt even have any sense of yin yue gan at all. after that was the choice piece feng nian ji, yea was quite disappointed as well cos in btw the switching they made some zha yin. moreover i feel that some parts of feng nian ji were kinda weird, haiz dunoe that's what i felt lar. seems that the sheng came in wrongly or blow wrong notes or whatever cos the sheng part just doesnt fit into the song. we really have to be more agressive leh. and we are not moving enough either. and it doesnt help when the principal, the vice-p, the cca hod aka fatty yeo and one other teacher whom i dont recognise came down to watch them. stress. =( So after hearing them, i sort of feel that we wont be able to get a gold le, unless we are really really lucky. haiz the other day when i went back i thought it was still quite alright. guess cos we didnt book the hall beforehand. cos different environments will have different mistakes. nevertheless, i believe that they have already done their best. anw after their turn i went out of the hall to look for them. yea i saw shuzi and she yong bao me lar. i tell you im damn gan dong. So i sort of expected a silver le. and we really got a silver in the end. im damn SAD lar. we got the potential and we got some really pro players. im sad, ah ya's sad, hs's sad, everyone's sad. haiz and i heard from wl that some of them even cried when they received the results. everyone broke down. jiat lat. chairman cried, 2 vice-chairs also cried, they are guys somemore. luckily i didnt go back to SCH in the evening for the results, if i were there i seriously dunoe how i will react, guess i will be affected by them too. yea and i know shuzi damn sad lar. haiz. so much so for her efforts to bond the orchestra. haiz. i think the sec fours felt the most bah since it's the last year in co and we have gotten a silver 2 years back too, so they sort of expecting to get better results this year. even the school expected co to get a gold since we are their only hope. but nvm! we can always try again 2 years later, liu2 de2 qing1 shan1 zai4, bu2 pa4 mei2 chai2 shao1. slap that gold right into yeo's face. stupid big fat hypocrite. if we get gold, she will claim all the credit, when we flop, she will blame the teachers, conductors, instructors, students whatever. btw i think huang wen cai's rice bowl gonna break soon le. they shouldnt have sacked guo lao in the first place at all. wad the hell. But i guess i will sort of get over the silver in a couple of days le, since you know im not part of the orchestra anymore so i wont be able to feel the loss as much as the juniors do. i mean nhco doesnt belong to me anymore, as in im just part of the past. haiz. but anyway, we will be back 2 years later, nhco shall rock the next central judging. and i will still be there to support them. NHCO ROCKS!!!! Tuesday, April 19, 2005 Huayue jiayou!!!! Monday, April 18, 2005 I tell you im damn happy today lar!!! they were practising in the hall then we (me, wanxuan, linghui and janice) went to sit at the steps of the stage to watch them rehearse. i dunoe but i dont get sian sitting them hearing them play the syf pieces for over an hour. haha. yea was quite fun watching them cos their movement was damn funny. almost laugh my heads off. i think they move quite kua zhang, at least from where im seating, but if they go for syf, they will have to move even more. lolz. anw the suona ppl were like practically nodding their heads for every pai zi. haha. and there's this zhong yin sheng guy, he's damn engrossed in the music, cos his shoulder's like moving to and fro. wahaha and the erhu xiao di di damn ap. when he's shuang he will put his legs on the seat infront of him. lolz! then he kept shaking his legs. yea but i agree with shuzi that this xiao di di's a talent. and speaking of shuzi i think she's a very good chairman cos during dazu she tried to get everyone into the mood. yea so she went round doing some very funny stuff. haha, trying to motivate eveybody. Yea so after their dazu we walked to clementi central to take train home. it's like so much stuff to talk about, then so fast reached clementi central le. haha, talked alot. and i ask yang yuan whether she still rems me or not. she said she knew that im from tan bo but dunoe what instru i was. then she said pipa but later got it correct for the second time. and jimmy rems me too. haha. funny. then ah ya came back too! haha. but she came back so late lar, when dazu just finished. =) Saturday, April 16, 2005 Anyway after my dazu i went back to nhco with huijing, yenping. then weilong left halfway cos he has to go and meet mao mao at dover. got to hear their syf choice piece. damn nice man and i must said they have improved alot esp for suonas. haha. i personally feel that sec sch co's more lively cos i was sitting at the back of the co room then i can see all the ppl fidgeting about, laughing their heads off at their jokes. very fun. then there was this hun4 xie3 er2. he's from gao yin sheng. so i asked hs to confirm whether he's a mixed blood or not, then he went to ask kai guo, then kai guo went to ask his fellow suonas ppl, then the entire suona ppl started speculating the nationalities of his parents. wahaha. some said one of his parent's from canada then america then whatever. damn funny! i saw this sec 1 xiao didi. his erhu's grade 9 man. yea and throughout the entire prac he cant sit still lar. walao felt like smacking his head damn naughty sia. hyperactice kids. after that the conductor huang wen cai asked the timpani guy what note did he played, so the guy replied back E, but he thought is C, then later D. lolz. then the entire orchestra was like saying E for elephant but he still cannot catch it lar. then ah, the kai guo damn bad leh, shouted'er long'. lolz. it's quite loud sia cos i can hear it from my side. wahahaha. to tell the truth, the conductor's hair looks weird, long and quite curly leh. haha. then we tried to video-tape them then he kept talking when he conducts. sickening. haha. Oh and ivy suppose to solo for the choice piece, but then she today fa1 pi1 qi4 then half way left le. cos apparently the teacher asks her to tie her hair into plaits instead of a ponytail (that's a rule in nh btw). then she bu shuang. lolz. she quite ap i think. so i didnt get to hear her play. jimmy replaces her then omg the moment he comes out his yin1 is damn bu zhun lar. jimmy's very good at visual arts but erm sad to say his yin1 zhun3 cannot make it. on the other hand ivy's yin zhun is very good but she's damn woodblock loh. haha. yea on the whole i think the da1 xiao3 sheng1's not bad. i hope they can do well, but some of us hope we can get back silver or even bronze so that we can piss fatty yeo off. cos she sacked away guo lao. wahaha. she's damn evil. Yea just now we were feeling damn nostalgic sia. i dunoe but somehow when we were hearing the syf pieces hj's face is yi1 lian3 de huai3 nian4. haha. then she was saying how she wishes she was sec 4 again then she rather retakes her Os this year. haha. haiz. very huai nian sia. aiyah not trying to say i haven get over nhco. later ppl will think im siao. haha. anw i got over it liao, yea but once in a while when you look back you will feel a tinge of huai nian and sadness. haiz. you may think im siao or sth, i wonder whether the rest felt the same too, but when i heard them playing the choice piece right, i felt so gan dong man. wahaha. nvm me, i think im talking rubbish. Then i ask hj this qn at mac just now. if there's only one gold with honours and you can only give this to either njco or nhco, which co will you give. i admit im damn bloody biased cos i rather nhco get it. then hj said i very the what. haha. then we were damn boliao cos we started comparing the 2 co. we think nhco's chairman is better, seriously. she's damn good leh cos after co prac she stayed back to clear the rubbish bin. and i think shuzi is more approachable, as in she's those you friend me i friend you that type. it's like she will try to bond the co and she's damn on lar, whereas the current one, haiz, dont feel like commenting about it. and when i msg them to ask whether im confirmed in syf, they cant be bothered to reply back. wad the hell man. sekali they forgot to add my name then a few days before syf then they said they are sorry but they have forgotten to include me. i tell you i will be damn bloody ANGRY. slap them! then now in jc right, you can see that the ppl all around you are damn sian. worse, the prac venue sucks big time. it's damn freaking hot. sickening. Tml's sun and the nh xian yue ppl still got practice. chao pia. anw this coming wed is nhco's syf. haiz seems that not a lot of ppl are going. hj cant go with me cos she got council elections. so sway. haiz please dont let anything crops up on wed.. Friday, April 15, 2005 Anyway, today had co prac. actually frankly speaking, i think it's quite impossible for njco to get gold with honours cos i mean when im playing in the orchestra right, i myself felt disgusted with what we are playing. and im not the only one feeling that way, my junior felt the same too. moreover we are before hwa chong. hc and rj's damn good. yea but then again, i dont really care, whether we get gold with honours or not. i seriously cant be bothered. Oh and just now's huo xia qu is very jing cai. the part when chen han wei chases the car. haha. he's damn scary sia. pyschotic. but im very sad liangyi died cos he's my favourite character in the show. he's a kind ah beng. haha. anyway tml im going back to nhco. yeah! hopefully i can get the tics for syf. im praying very hard cos i really want to go and see them. haiz. i mean if i dont go this time, i doubt i will ever have the chance again. Next week's a horrible week. Haiz.. Saturday, April 09, 2005 Anyway last night i was chatting with xy then we were saying how much we hated the co we are currently in. i seriously hate njco man, everything about the co. =( Today the vp asked me to go back zhong ruan again. so im like in lq, then zr, then back to lq, then thrown back to zr again. wad the hell man what exactly you guys want. to think the conductor told us the other day he can have 4 of us now he cut to 3 cos he thinks too much lq will have alot of zao4 yin1. so anw i karna getting kick out cos the other 2 juniors have been practising for the past 3 months and the other senior cant possibly change to zr cos she only started learning since last year. said it's unfair to them and then whatever. yea i know it's unfair for them but dont they think it's unfair for me too since i have been practising the songs since last year. like wad the hell man. and it doesnt mean that if you know how to play lq you will definitely play zr well, much less to say until syf standard. moreover the 4 of us have sort of bonded le then now you are doing this type of arrangement, so much so for wanting us to be united. bullshit. To make things worse, the other new chinese high junior has to go with me cos he just came so they cant possibly let him in. yea but i know he's damn persistent in staying in lq and i think he will argue his way in. moreover he's damn pro so i think they will let him in. and i seriously think he sucks big time cos he's damn hao lian and got those kiam pa face that you see le seriously want to slap that type. he dont want to talk to us and he's like trying to ostracise us. shen jing bing. anw i tried to be nice and listen to what they said but alas deep down in my heart i felt like whacking their heads real hard with my instru. and i know there's some hidden msg. they are trying to say you are lousy, i want you to change to zr so that you will not pull the orchestra down and make us lose our gold with honours title. yea im not an idiot so i get what you guys mean. But of course they doesnt give a damn about how i feel cos they have gotten a place in syf so who cares about me sia. all they wanted is to faster settle the name list so that they can hand it in asap. like who will feel justified for me. and they said if im not willing to switch then i cant go syf le. like whatever. then im in a dilemma now cos i dunoe whether i should switch or whatever. to hell with njco and the damn pearls. I miss nhco terribly. Thursday, April 07, 2005 Anw i didnt go to sch today. i was liked aching like hell the next day and i could hardly breathe becos of the block nose. haiz so i went to see a doctor. oh and i was so tired when i came home, i slept from 12pm to 6 pm!! haha. i feel like a pig. haiz napfa's coming and my 2.4km still sucks. Wednesday, April 06, 2005 Okie going to sleep now. im sooo tired and i have given up on my electronics ws. dont understand a single bit about that chapter. bloody stupid. Saturday, April 02, 2005 Friday, April 01, 2005 I hate it when there's co on sat, i thought we are suppose to have five day work week. and i especially hate it when they like to change the timing on the day before. like tml's prac is from 8.30 to 10.30 and now they changed it to 10 to 1. wakao spoil my day cos im suppose to meet my friend after my co to buy sco tics. so now i have to push everything to the back. not only that, i hate it when they still haven confirm the syf thing. now me and huijing are like half in half not in. then we are transferred to another instru, we have to memorise all the scores, play until syf standard. and a few mins ago they wanted hj to go back liuqin. wad about me? wad the hell can they just make up their mind cos syf's only a freaking month's away? they should at least inform us now, everything's like damn luan and they happy they make changes like nobody's business. im bloody PISSED. njco sucks. I think i have been complaining a lot lately but this is my blog so let me rant all i want ok. hee (: |